Let me dissolve as a fading memory
of your past.
A note of sodomizing music worthy
but of rape.
A ruptured vessel of a now dying heart
Remembered only as a shadow behind
those teary eyes.
A hope so bleak that even bleakness
Blending a new emotion which thrives
And breathing from a hollow soul
an angry realization.
Of a past skewed with spurts of
But beauty has accompanied me
In moments of uncertain designs
So i know with proud conviction
A hint of caution to my own self
Would complete the equation
A word or two about vagueness
For ways of these moments also
And thereby give a solemn birth
Then should I try to escape the
Or channel a force bought to life
by silent legacies?
The beauty of destined rise and fall
lies in concealment.
It's sanctity cannot be challenged by
For to love is to fight and conquer
Since sacrifice of the purest form
is war itself.
Not a veil of convenient cowardice
I know worth of life is realized by
The premise of my sympathy is but
And each word uttered without passion
Certain digressions are permitted with
But nevertheless accepted as tenets of
Let me devote that each moment of life
Beautifully as a cosmic continuity and not
as an aberration.